Ma Look For Look For Today.

So I actually remembered to snap pictures of me today. I have one with what I intended to look like like today and then all the pictures after that I JUST took (I had fallen asleep so....)

 

Toned down my makeup because the guy I was "dating" liked my "simpler" gyaru/Frank Miller Sin City girl pin-up make up. All I'm going to say is I hope a psychotic horse fucks him in the ass four ways from Sunday and he never recovers. Pissed that my goofy ass was willing to change for the dick weed I immediately vamped my shit up and walked around campus like I was Naomi fucking Campbell blaring Alanis Morissette's "You Oughta Know".

My model bitch face.

My wtf face.

My dun know but it's cute face. My body is pale compared to my face (-__-;)

My blowfish face, facebook profile pic yes.

Ma peace sign.

Still sticking out my tongue g_s, keeping it gross just for the bitches!

My eye make up, up close.

Top half of my outfit, really the only important part. The bottom was just black leggings and my studded combat boots. I had on faux fur leg warmers earlier but I took them shits off because piss face thought I was cute in them and I didn't feel like wearing shit that shit sucker approved of.

Make-upz:

Princess mimi sesame grey lenses

Buxom eye liner

Urban Decay mascara

Urban Decay eye potion primer

Smashbox photo finish face primer

Black radience foundation in rumspice

Revlon foundation in cocoa

Tokidoki for Smasbox modella quad eye shadow brown (for brows)

Elf 144 eyeshadow palette, light grey, two orange-red colors, red

Lips in look 1, carmex chapstick

Lips in evening look, NYC something plum lipstick, MAC viva la glam III, Manic Panic in Kiss of Death

Blush, Urban decay.

Outfitz:

Cross top by Forever 21

Zebra bangle: Walmart

All other bangles: Gabriel Brothers

Necklace: Walmart

Large cross ring: Gabriel Brothers

Scottie Dog ring: Gabriel Brothers

Earring: Ebay

Leggings: Marshall's

Going to a fashion show tomorrow and I think satans seed will be there so I was going to wear my freakum dress but I think I'm going to just be hella fly. Got out the 6 inch heels, gonna bare some leg. I was thinking of doing something really trashy punk rock since that's his least favorite style on me. I wish he was here so I can tell him to eat a big bowl of bloody cat dicks.

So I got robbed last night.

I was on my way to my friend Keisuke's Pocky Bocky party last night when these 3 guys came out of nowhere and were calling out asking for my number and what not but I ignored them because the types of guys that live over there are not the types I would talk to (also had I known that area was "ghetto" I would not have moved there no matter how bad I needed to find a place to stay for school).

Anyway I thought they walked past me and were over it but next thing I know one of them runs up behind me and punches me in the left side of my jaw. I fell and dropped my cellphone. They guy was jumping at me and challenging me like "what now, do something". He saw my phone (which I was getting ready to text my friend and tell her I'm on my way) and snatched it saying "Gimme that" and then ran off with his two friends.

Looking back on it all I think that group of guys are the same guys who always try and hit on me and I ALWAYS ingnore them. It wasn't a robbery out of necessity (who doesn't have a cellphone these days, beside my cellphone wasn't even something awesome like and iPhone or Android).

I think it was a vengence thing. I had my phone pulled in really close to me so I know they didn't see it until it hit the ground. Also if they were seriously robbing me they would have asked for cash. I know I don't upload pictures as much as I used to but I'm full blown gal 95% of the time and alot of my stuff looks expensive (and it usually is especially my shoes, bags, jewelery etc.). Anyne robbing someone out of a desperate need for cash would of asked me for it knowing more than likely I had some.

Those guys probably always see me around and I guess was tired of my "bougie/saddity" attitude. Do I act that way, maybe, I don't really know. I'm friendly to everyone but I keep my distance from people that I think are trouble and not worth my time and those guys that live over there fall into that catagory.

To sucker punch a girl in the face from behind because she doesn't want to talk to you is sick and disgusting. If this happend back home something really bad could have happend to those guys.

I'm just mad that I've always had an issue when I see Black people put other Black people down for being "ghetto". I hate when I see Black people use that term. I love all of my people no matter what your educational and economical background is. Just because I grew up in the educated middle class does not make me better or superior. I always treat everyone the same and defend ALL of my people. There's nothing more disgusting to me than self hate and hating people who look like you, dissing them to appeal to another ethnic or social group. That's lame and you have no spine.

But after what happend last night I find myself looking at people differently, I don't want to become something I dispise but my dads coming down today and I'm going to talk to him about getting out of my lease and moving to the nicer more expensive areas around campus. Even if that means less money I can save for when I move out of the country after graduation.

I'm also mad that both of my Big Bang picture cellphone charms were on my phone (one was all Taeyang, the other was all of Big Bang). Also my VIP cellphone charm that say Big Bang in Korean and then VIP was also stolen. I had to wait a whole damn month to get those from Korea and I had pretty much bought the last ones.

All my phone numbers gone....again.

I wish he hadn't of snuck me because I would of actually fought him, would I have won probably not but the fight would of lasted long enough for a passing car to stop and help (which a guy stopped and gave me ride to my friends after the robbery, he looked exactly like my uncle).

That guy is going to go on and find a girlfriend one day....will she know what type of a guy she's dating? Will she even care? Most young people today have no respect or morals for themselves let alone others.

I talked to the police. I found the SKU for my phone so hopefully they can track it. I want them to find him. I want him to meet the men in my family. The men that range from 6'1" to 6'10" and where from 185-300lbs. The men who have no tolerence for guys who disrespect women. I want him to feel their wrath.

On a lighter note I'm going to upload my pictures from SM Town New York and blog about the trip hopefully this weekend. I had so much fun, it was just great. I had tons of nice pictures of my hair, makeup, and coords but my friendS DSLR camera deleted everything including her pics and videos of the concert. I felt so bad for her. So you'll have to look at my camera's pictures which are of a lesser quality. I'm looking for a DSLR of my own so hopefully I can take tons of awesome really good shots.

Going To Go Postal (I Made A Funny)!

So I have recieved both pair of my NYX lashes in the mail, my rosary, my 2 NYX lip pencils, my MAC foundation, my hat, and my two iron fist shirts. My first pair of boots (Dereon ones) are still taking six years in transit with UPS but I am assuming they will be here by Tuesday. I would be happy with that except (1) My ripped jeans have yet to even the electronic shipping information sent. I bought those pants like 3 days ago....they should be here. If this is anything like the time when I bout two pairs of TRIPP NYC skinny jeans and they took sixty days and a lifetime to ship....I will be starting a riot. (2) I check the order status of my Iron Fist boots every two seconds (I have not been this excited for a pair of shoes since I bought only released in Asia Major Taylor Nike Dunks from FlightclubNYC). However my order status reads as "On Order"......um what in the HELL does that mean???? Why would you list a shoe that you do not have with you...in stock....and charge someone???? I will be moving out of my dorm in two weeks and will be royally pissed if I have to come all the way back to Kent just to pick up a package. So I will be blowing e-mails up in a totally passive agressive way because I cannot just call customer service and curse people out but I will spam your inbox until you want to drive hot pokers through your eyes.


Well bye!

Never mind my happiness. Got an e-mail back from the store and like everyone else they are out of stock. Have spent the past couple of hours doing four different searches at once still trying to find the shoe and searching for similar shoes but guess what????? ONLY Iron Fist has even bothered to make knee high boots worth buying. Found a pair....but now I'm going to war with my university, the United States Postal Service, and NYX. You should have just gave me my package...I bet someone in the mail room either stole the package or the lazy man at the post office fudged up. If you have a job please do it properly! Also about my jeans, the person I believe might be a crook. I really hope that person didn't lie about the funeral. To lie about death is a serious low and this person's actions is making it seem like that is exactly what they are doing which makes me sad and outraged.

I am such a liar.

I'm supposed to be getting ready to go see Tron again (they're showing it my school as the late night weekend movie) but I had to blog this. I tried on the wig I bought again and after brushing through it a bit it started to look more natural and I love it. I might not give up on wigs. It'll give me a break from curling my own hair. Still getting my extensions though. I was laso supose to post about what I love from the March issue of EGG. I'll do that when I get back from Tron. I'll also post a pic of my look before I leave. I'm probably going to try my lens out again. My gray ones (that I had no problems with) the brown ones color I didn't like and my right eye was not happy with them. Well I think that's it.

A Fun Filled Day....long post.

First let me say I love posting about my fun filled saturday on a tuesday but I've been a busy gal. Well saturday I went over my friends Ashley and Andrea's (they are twins so you will always hear their names together) for our ritual drama saturday's. We usually watch Paradise Ranch (K-drama staring TVXQ's Changmin) but we watched that on friday so saturday we watched Waterboys (J-dorama starring the love of my life Yamada Takayuki). Both Ashley and Andrea REALLY like it. They preffer K-drama's to J ones so I'm happy I showed them one they like, they are also Eita fans.

Anywho after that I decided to help them with the decorations for Asia Night. It's an event for a mentoring program (I am a mentor but those two are on the e-board) and it turned out to be a ton of fun. I didn't do much but DJ, lay on the table, and color the tri-fold for Japan. My friend introduced me to her friend Kenya who's from Japan. He's really quiet but that's okay because quiet people are more fun to mess with.

The decorating started at 3:30 and ended close to 8! Ashley, Andrea, and I had a blast reading intense and naughty slang words out of my dirty japanese dictionary and seeing which one's would make Kenya laugh.

"ketsusha shite" aka "Come in my ass" garnered the biggest response, he laughed till he turned red. Mind you those words did not come from my mouth. I just asked him simple stuff like what bands do you like (we have alot of the same favorite bands). I also found out he's an AKB48 fan and I had to ask does he know all their names......he does not lol. He was impressed when I could explain to all those not in the know who and what they are. More so at that fact that I knew there were 56 members at the time instead of 48 (8 are getting dropped though) and like 120 something understudies (thank you tokyohive for keeping me up to date lolz).

I also found out we are both in the same general psychcology class but it's so big that I wouldn't have known. After much pursuading from Ashley I got his e-mail address not for some let's "hangout" stuff but I have a Japanese project where I have to e-mail someone in Japanese and then report to our class (in japanese......fluently....) what we talked about. So I think I'll send the e-mail either tonight or tomorrow. Here's the only pic of us hanging out, my camera needs new batteries so I snatched this from someones facebook XD

                                                         Kenya, Andrea, and I.

Other than that I went to walmart and Salley's beauty supply. I guess I'll post those pics here in this post.....crap I did that monday but still.

This wasn't everything but its the gal related stuff. I got nail tips because this Spring my nails will be long (well even longer than my natural nails) and constantly blinged out. Then I bought weaving thread because I'm going to make my own extentions. I'm thinking of adding about four inches of length to my hair and the extentions will make my hair fuller when I curl it. I'm going to go with human hair (most likely) or a heat resistant fiber like futura (I was seriously researching this because I know nothing about weave, extensions, or wigs). PS I actually did buy a lace front wig (synthetic) and I think it's cute but I don't think wigs are for me. I'm going to wear it still since I paid for it but when it's done I'm done.


Now for pictures of my new buys. I have about 30 items somewhere in the world being shipped to me and I like it because it's like christmas waiting for santa but I hate it because it's like christmas waiting for santa>.< Let's see if I can remember what I'm waiting on:

- Cecil McBee t-shirt
- Tralala tote bag
- a pink quilted cross body purse (chained strap)
- a blinged out teddy bear necklace
- a blinged out kello kitty necklace
- toki doki badges and a retro Blondie/Debbie Harry badge (I have pic since they came yesterday)
- a faux fur leopard print vest w/ hood
- A white A-line lace stretch dress
- 24 piece set of two way nail pen varnishes
- Pink nail art pearls 1,114
- 12 piece set of rose cabochons (different colors)
- white peals for nail art (I have a pic it got here first)
- off the shoulder British flag shirt but the blue part is grey instead.
- some random bubble shirt dress that has random english words on it (thank you Asia I love those)
- a dirt cheap rosary to hold me over until I can find the perfect peices to make mine
- a beaded necklace with a cute bow and wooden elephant on it (I love elephants and turtles)
- two beanies one in a rose pink color and one in red
-one of those things you use to pick up rhinestones
- a pair of ribbon and lace mini shorts (black)
- 20 piece acrylic pink bows whith rhinestones
- 2way dotting and marbalizing tool for my nails
- Concealer palette
- Anchor w/ chains nail decals
- 50 assorted flat back gems for my nails
- 6 different purchases of various shapes, colors, and sizes of rhinstones totaling 5,700 rhinestones in all!

The sad thing is there's still stuff I need if I'm going to pull off gyaru everyday and look excellent for spring. Good thing is the list above maybe long but I spent way less than it looks. My friends hate how I find amazing deals but I'm very patient and only spend alot on necessary things (good make up or a certain brand, the Co&Lu jacket I want won't come cheap no matter what I do)

People are cleaning out my yesstyle save list (everything goes out of stock fast there and yesstyle isn't exactly cheap). So I'm thinking during spring break I'll get he stuff off my list that I really want (like these cute red detachable jumper shorts, a bunch of tops, and maybe a bag). The shoes there are amazing but the cut of f size is an 8 and though that's my size I still prefer to buy an 8.5

Then there's still some leggings, patterned stockings, a beanie, a jacket, 2 big stand up headband hair bows, about 4 tops, a scarf, 2 pairs of shorts, a skirt, a leopard hoodie, 2 dresses, a hand bag, and a foxtail in my ebay watch list that I want. After that I'm done shopping until like fall (yeah right).

Whoever said being gyaru wasn't cheap never lied...........

didn't mention this but I bought lower lashes a while back.

I finished going through EGG for march 2011 and I'm going to post about what stood out for me tomorrow.

Oh my kami sama

I just went through my eBay watch list and Yesstyle cart to talley up what I'm looking at spending next month and it's over my shopping budget.....like WAY over. My eBay total is $474.68 and my Yesstyle total is 267.60 which makes the grand total 742.28 (shipping and handling is included). I could just die. I really need to stop looking things up. Its like I'll read my fashion scans and go "oooh I want that" and if I can't get the original I can ALWAYS find something close to it. I'm trying to move into my apartment next year, get a car (w/o the use of daddy but it doesn't look like I'm doing that), and save just to save. I want to just go wild and buy everything off my wishlist for spring but I'm 21 and I can't just blow whole paychecks shopping like I did in high school when I had no responsibilities.
        Growing up sucks. So what I've decided to do is to go through each list and get only the things I just REALLY have to have (which is all of it basically) BUT I actually NEED. Now you may be thinking you don't really need any of it but what I mean by need is for example there's a pair of shoes in my eBay watch list that are dark tan. I already have a cute and comfortable pair of dark tan heels so why buy another just because the new ones have a really cute cut out design?
        So from eBay I'm getting my two really cute trench coats because I don't own 1 trench coat (the coats are two different colors). I'm getting this really cute pair of beige angle boots (my closet is either bright shocking colors or dark and this spring I want to add airy items). I'm getting all three of the lace dresses. One is white, one is a light pink, and one is black. I don't have alot of lace, so it's a need. There's this really cute ruffle dress and I need more dressy attire you can wear in a work setting. That's a HUGE NEED since I only have two more semesters left in Uni and nows the time for internships then interviews. Then there's these really cute white heels and I have no white heels so need. Finally there's this really casual bag it's white and I don't have a white casual bag, or white purse period so NEED. This brings it down to 354.89 which isn't that big of a difference but I tried >.<lol.
          I could buy everything from Yesstyle if I wait to buy somethings from eBay but that's still irresponsible so I will be doing the same with Yesstyle. There's this quilted baby pink purse I've been salivating over so it is a definate MUST there's a grey satchel but it can wait until next month. I want to get almost all the tops I have saved mostly because I don't have alot of cute tops that I WANT to wear and most of the tops I have saved are pink and I have two pink shirts (with me at school).......LAME.  There's this studded hand bag with fur but it can wait too. I've brought my Yesstyle total down to 95.40 which still gets me free shipping!
       Grand total: 460.29 whooo hoooo!
       Now I have to go see about that bar tending job : / and the one at the summer camp!